The Space Project

Question: support precedes movement?


present in process

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deep listening of the
bodymind
can lose the
tracking of the brain-mind

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disentangling of the
brain-mind tracking
(and coming)
into the
intelligence of
the cells

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billions and billions of
cells

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cells emit light

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coming back through
developmental patterns
I felt I couldnt
attend to them with
full consciousness

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on rising and integrating
the work through
own movement
I found it easy and
full to move
movement being full

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supported by space
inside space
outside space

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felt like same consistency

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full

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supported by cells

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clearly embodied cells
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feel like am embodying
the cells of
the space around me
the cells of the air

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can you embody air?
are you embodying the
physicality of air
or your own metaphysical
bodies?
is embodiment presence?
is embodiment consciousness?
to what extent can you
be embodying?
can you embody the universe?

where is the line between
embodiment and consciousness?
is there one?

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is embodying consciousness
different from embodying ones
physicality?
how? why is it different?

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after a process of ‘conscious’
embodiment of the cells of
ones physical being
contact with objects and
furniture feels different
there is a softness and fluidity
but it is not an empty feeling,
collapsing into external surfaces --
there is tone and fullness
a sense of integrity,
resilience and oneness.

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i feel a profound tiredness

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the feeling is restful
in itself

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aware of waves of motion

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the motion of days
rolling through waves
and tidal patterns

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in each moment
the waves and tides
moving through us.



chay-ya
bmc into performance
research
with kim wishart
3 may 2010